life seems so hopeless at this point, the feeling of runaway from everything is back. Where do I belong. Pls wake up. I hate myself so much.
- 10th April
2012 - 10
- 5th December
2011 - 05
Miles apart,but u always in my heart,make me your happiest woman that can b with u as long i can,if one day u think i shouldn’t..pls stop me.
pls live me in your present and future..i dun wan to be absence from your world.
dear u say u won’t be long, jane will stick with this faith, no matter how many obstacle, how many silent nights, only we preserve the love we have together everything will be fine, everything will be okay.
- 4th December
2011 - 04
Why
I dunno wat had happened, i hope u can share with me honestly.
No matter what, I love u always. And I care How u feel very much.. When u unhappy, I feel just the same as u do.
- 2nd December
2011 - 02
you are worth the wait
I’m not sure what if my feeling right. Sometimes, I don’t know where to start because there is nothing that comes to mind suddenly.
Dear, I don’t want to give you any bad feeling, I rather you not call me if you don’t feel talking…but when u miss me, whatever time it is, call & contact me…anytime. When you have story tell me, I will listen to you, anytime. I will try comfort you with my best. if you feel angry, upset, spill it on me i will trade your pain away. but don’t keep to yourself, especially if i am the reason.
I’ll will be right here waiting to hold you once again.
- 30th November
2011 - 30
:(
When you are quiet.. Millions of things running in my mind..
- 23rd November
2011 - 23
只能想念.
Time pass so slow. A month past was like a year for me.
Only can miss u from far. Sumtimes Feel so restless coz I can’t do anything. Sometimes feel so hopeless without u by my side. Xmas is coming, I feel bad cuz i unable to celeb with you for the second year . Really want to celeb together with you for every special occasion but situation doesn’t allow us to do so.
Still remember last xmas i had was in spore with u was the best. Wish you’ll be home soon dear. Really hope for that day. The day we can reunite again and won’t leave me.
Wish god bless us both. Give me strength and courage.
And many health to you.
I always love you unconditionally. I don’t know y, I just want to give u my best whatever I can.
Goodnight 22/11/11
- 3rd October
2011 - 03
舍不得
亲爱的,
有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
those were the best memories you gave me。。 i appreciate everything..everytime think of you going leave soon i wanted to cry。
有时候 我也需要有人陪那就是你
但你每次总是有你的理由。
有时候我很生气，有时候我感到内疚。
也许是我太心急
我害怕我会失去了这个机会，能够与你在一起
亲爱的,
我舍不得你。。
我真没用!
。。其实，有些藏在心底的话， 并不是故意要去隐瞒， 只怕一说出来，就是一个永远的错误， 要知道，并不是所有的疼痛，都可以呐喊。
我不想影响我们的 感情。
- 14th August
2011 - 14
Thirteen
Happy anniversary 3 years 4 months.. always in my heart..
dear..
- 14th July
2011 - 14
我明白了..
我想我已经解开了我的心结.
我不知道如何表达我的感受和想法, 责怪自己过于小气, 我不想伤害你和我们之间的关系..我不想过于干涉你的空间了
希望为时未晚..
- 12th June
2011 - 12
yep, mood swings hitting me. so now i’m like, crazy happy one moment then down depressed the next and pouty whiny another minute and before u know it i’m grumpy bored.
and i get totally random and i have anything and everything flitting through my mind til i even confuse myself.
and i’m suffering from my seasonal bouts of low self-esteem. oh, u know, where i go “lemme wallow in self-pity cos i think i look like crap and i have thunder thighs and oh yeah i have no boobs, as if u didnt already know that”.
yes and dont say i’m being ridiculous. there’s a whole lot of truth to how i see myself, so there!
and please la dont take the chance to insult me kao kao cos i’m in such a *cough* delicate *cough* situation now.
and i have no direction in life WOOT somebody please shoot me.
